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gone.

...wow

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 30, 2008, 2:32 PM

Listening to: search the city // son of a gun

_{i guess it like, just now hit me
like a suckerpunch to the mouth
but god damn
i only have 2 more years of school.

then i go off to college.
i guess it's just really dawned on me because i got some scholarship shit today...
and i'm already looking into colleges and shit.

i'm like
really fucking sad lol
i hate time and i don't want to grow up
i still feel so young but i'm like being forced to grow the fuck up

i guess bitching about it isn't going to do anything anyway, but oh well

also, i hate distance
i hate it i hate it i hate it}

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~Kindernacht

Jul 30, 2008, 2:35:41 PM

That dawned on me when I started high school. The "holy shit only four more years" realization. It helped that my brother had graduated the year before- that's useful for sucker-punching you into reality.

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~Funk-And-Punk

Jul 30, 2008, 2:36:01 PM

^{I only have three years left.
and I agree.
I don't feel like I should be as old as I am.

Kinda
ghdjfdjkgfs
yeah.}

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=mozzah

Jul 30, 2008, 2:36:03 PM

_{Holyshit you're my age HOLY SHIT

how do you draw so good

i'm gonna miss school man I LOVE IT i know i'm rediclause}

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=happytrap

Jul 30, 2008, 2:41:27 PM

_{hahaaa i've seen kids younger than me that draw hella better than me and it makes me feel like rotten dick

no, i love school too lol deep inside}

=happytrap

Jul 30, 2008, 2:42:06 PM

_{lol, i haven't even really thought about it much until now
i'm the oldest one lol}

=happytrap

Jul 30, 2008, 2:42:22 PM

_orzzzz

~ValkyrieRandgris

Jul 30, 2008, 2:46:42 PM

aw baby, i got my rent insurance papers today...urgh, i wish i was 15 again.

~l-lacey

Jul 30, 2008, 2:51:13 PM

_{shit, I know, like
I go to college this fall. What?
When did this happen}

~BrokenxStars

Jul 30, 2008, 2:51:16 PM

It has hit me as well. I still feel like a freshman, but I'm going to be a JUNIOR.

Jeeeeeze...

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